Thanks Thanks:  0
Likes Likes:  0
Page 1 of 3 123 LastLast
Results 1 to 10 of 24

Thread: Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

  1. #1

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Join me as I recount my experiences with TS, OCD and ADD as I sampled a variety of chemical treatments over the past year. This post is long, and I ramble. Prepare yourself.


    I give up. Very up.

    Now, this post isn't intended to scare anyone. Let me first say something for medication -- it can help. I know people who probably wouldn't be alive if it weren't for certain antidepressants. Others simply lead a simpler life with them. Some people can overcome Tourette's Syndrome, OCD, ADHD and the plethora of challenges we live with and hear about with the help of medication. For some people, it's the ideal way to reclaim functionality. It's great for some people, but not everyone.

    And not me.

    I could have imagined that I suffer from ADD at any point in my life. I've never been one for mandatory attention. In the case of Tourette's Syndrome and Obssessive-Compulsive disorder, retrospectively I can say I've had from both for most of my life, but usually in small doses.

    A year, and some change, ago things got more interesting. By that time my TS was clear to me, but I never really thought about it. But around this time it became much more apparent and started to interfere with my work.

    Knowing what my brother, who deals with ADHD, OCD and TS, goes through, I figured I might as well try and do something. So, I consulted with my doctor.

    TS, OCD and ADD, I was told. I was pretty promptly referred to a psychiatrist.

    Now, most people with anxiety disorders are pretty hesitant to dive into medication. I was no different, but I was also annoyed and definitely feeling slowed down. It was time to do something.

    Medicinal Preview: Clonidine

    I was first prescribed Clonidine to help with my tics. It did reduce tics, but unfortunately, it only did so by putting me to sleep. In theory I might have gotten over this, but I have a job to do and after falling asleep on my keyboard at work (several times) it was time to stop.

    When I went to my psychiatrist I had two options. I could attempt medication, and/or I could begin cognitive psychotherapy to tackle some of those obsessive-compulsive troubles. I chose both, but the medication is what I'll speak to.

    I have a good psychiatrist. This isn't one of those "my doctor is a moron" things... he's actually extremely well-informed, and has treated several Tourette's/OCD sufferers in the past. My story wasn't new to him. He had suggestions, but medication was always my decision. And so I decided. Here's how it went.

    Medication Round 1: Paxil CR (Paroxetine HCI)

    Paxil is chiefly an SSRI antidepressent and is most commonly prescribed to treat depression. It's also known to be helpful for OCD and other anxiety disorders. It's relatively safe, and it has a high success rate. Paxil has side effects, but it almost never causes symptoms to worsen.

    Almost never.

    Like any SSRI, Paxil takes 2-3 weeks to kick in. (That's actually a low estimate, but it treats OCD faster than depression, and people with anxiety disorders tend to react faster to medication, I'm told.) By the end of the month, I was mysophobic.

    Mysophobia is a fear of contamination, filth or germs. I've always had this to a certain extent, but within a month I was addicted to hand sanitizer. I couldn't go through a door without using Purell on my hands both before and after I passed through it. My doctor was stunned, as were some other psychiatrists and neurologists I mentioned this to.

    I gave it a little time to adjust, but I didn't. Naturally, it was time to phase out the Paxil.

    I never totally got over the mysophobic tendencies after that, but I returned nearly to normal after coming off Paxil.

    Medication Round 2: Risperdal (Risperidone) and Clonazepam

    Clonazepam is an anti-anxiety medication. I was given an extremely low dose of this, and it helped a little.

    Risperidone (an antipsychotic) had virtually no effect on my OCD, for which it was prescribed. It did, however, makde me feel like a zombie. This one gains effect quickly. I gave it about a month. No luck.

    Medication Round 3: Fluvoxamine

    Fluvoxamine (or Luvox) is another SSRI, but in this case, it's most commonly used for OCD. If any SSRI was going to work, it was this.

    Paxil aggravated my symptoms in one month, suddenly. Fluvoxamine was far more... cruel. After nearly two months, I couldn't tell you if it was doing anything. I still had symptoms, but people told me I seemed to be doing better. I was less anxious, and my tics were reduced as a side effect.

    Then, things got worse. My mysophobic tendencies resurfaced (Purell became a must again). My tics worsened. I experienced, for the first time, coprolalia.

    But it wasn't obviously the medication. I had been on it for over two months, and the increase was gradual. I had been getting worse for the past 2-3 years anyways, so I couldn't be certain. I continued.

    By the end of my time with Fluvoxamine, I was ticcing non-stop. I was working from home all the time, and getting way behind on all of my work. Things weren't their best.

    I was given Haldol (Haloperidol) in a low dose on top of the Fluvoxamine to help with my tics. It had few benefits.

    At one point, I made the decision. The medication couldn't be helping (unless I was suddenly schizophrenic without them), so the only way to know for sure was to come off of them -- all of them. So I asked my doctor. He agreed. Haldol was dropped immediately (I was on a low dose for a very short period). Fluvoxamine was dropped next, over the course of two weeks. I became more anxious in 2-3 day periods during each drop in dose. After being without Fluvoxamine completely for about two weeks, I was good.

    I mean, I was good. It all went away. I still tic, I still carry Purell, I still push the elevator button at least eight times per ride. But it wasn't a constant burden anymore. Compared to what I went through on the medication, I was virtually free.

    So I was just on Clonazepam after this. I was on a low dose still, and wasn't really seeing the benefit of it (or at least not understanding it) so I wanted to drop it as well.

    I have advice: Do not drop Clonazepam without tapering it off. Wow. I made the mistake of forgetting it two or three nights in a row, and then figuring "well, I might as well just stop". That's a bad idea. It will make you sick, disoriented, clumsy, groggy and wanting to stop the lead pipe banging against the side of your head. I took it back up in an even smaller dose and then reduced it appropriately (using little shards of tablets... hey, it worked.).


    I'm still annoyed by some of the "features" of my neurological makeup, but I did gain from this experience. I learned something important, which I will express in metaphorical hyperbole: After experiencing Hell, the indifference and hostility of Earth feels like Heaven.

    Tics were always annoying. OCD has always been challenging. But after learning how to deal with 3+ tics per second and the constant anxiety of severe OCD, my situation seems much more, habitable.

    Now, I must remind you -- this doesn't mean medication is wrong for you or your child. The point is only that it varies for everyone. I'm content right now, but if I do worsen again, I may decide to try a new, different type of medication. I don't know. But remember, a negative psychological reaction to Paxil is rare. Major increases in tics and OCD on Luvox are rare. My brain is apparently fairly alien to medical science... which I guess I'm a little proud of.

    As much as doctors know, as much as everyone on this forum wants to help and share their experiences, there are some things you need to learn for yourself, sometimes the hard way.


  2. #2

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Hi Cailean,

    I'm glad you shared your experience with meds. It is good to know all sides of the experiences with meds. I know that meds might be offered for my son when he has his consultation with the ped. neurologist and your story is one I will keep in mind. I understand, as you said, that meds can be very helpful, but I know to exercise a bit of caution when making that decision to medicate or not. Thanks for your post.


  3. #3
    Join Date
    Jun 2005
    St. John's NL

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Cailean, great story. Thanks for sharing your experience.
    Janet, mom of 4

    TSFC Homepage

    "Intelligence is always increasing; accommodation allows your intelligence to do what it has always done." Cassie Green, Washington College

  4. #4

    Default Treatment Options/Meds that dont work

    Hi there. We can relate. My son is 12 years old and has TS and, ADD, and I've observed OCD.He's tried several meds over the last few years. Some of them caused a need to open doors of moving cars ( me being the driver). Most of them just made everything worse. He now has a new medical label. He's called a "non-responder" to stimulant medication. This, I was told by the Dr. is proof that he does have TS. As if we needed proof! A neurologist suggested my son be tried on Efamol, a natural oil capsule. The family dr and the pediatrician don't seem to like that idea and the family dr says wait until she checks with the neurologist! So, once again, time is flying by while this child waits for the help that he really needs (whatever that may be).I also understand the rambling...
    Meds tried were dexedrine,clonadine,risperdal (twice, because the doc's were sure i hadn't left him on it long enough the 1st time,3 yrs prior), concerta, and last but not least, Strattera.

  5. #5

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Hi Sage,

    Welcome to the TSFC website.

    There is Tourette Syndrome support groups all across Canada and Here they are listed to find one in your community.

    When was your son diagnosed? Now that you have a diagnosis, how has your family been coping?

    Here the TSFC have articles including the Nine Faces of TS Parent, they are really interesting.

    In many cars the back seats have a switch in the doors for child safety locks. Which means that no one can open the back seat doors from the inside, they can only open from the outside. This way he would be unable to open the car doors therefore, it would keep him safe in the car.

    We have many discussions on various tics throughout the body in the tic parade. Please jump into any discussion that you want or start a new one.

    You are not alone and we are always here to talk to and give support to you and your family.

    Looking forward to hearing from you.

  6. #6
    Join Date
    Apr 2005
    Ottawa, Canada

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Welcome to the TSFC Forum, Sage. Please check with the National Office of TSFC about support in Nova Scotia because there was talk recently about a new support group being formed.

    You can call (800) 361-3120 and they can give you the details.

    How is your son coping with his Tourette at this time?

  7. #7

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Hi Steph, hi Steve,
    thanks for answering my post. To answer your questions, my son was diagnosed when he was 8 (i think). He was in grade 2 (i remember because of the teacher we had to deal with). As far as the family coping, his 2 older brothers and his father say he doesnt have TS, he's just bad or that I'm the one putting all this stuff in his head. Luckily the brothers are older and don't live at home and the father is a long haul truck driver and is hardly ever around. We have little to no understanding and support from the family Dr, who sends us to a pediatrician who is at a loss for what to do for him, and a mental health counsellor who doesnt seem to want to give him another appt. and i can't get any further conversation from than a game of phone tag. School is a nightmare. Summer vacation is the only time that we are almost like everyone else, because he's not he only one who's not in school. So coping gets harder all the time, with each school year. And how is he coping? Well, he's an amazing kid, but he's only human and in 2 weeks he'll be turning 13 years old...I'm not sure how well he will be able to cope with all of this anymore. It's a tough world for any kid these days so I can't see it getting easier for some time. Thanks for reminding me that we're not as alone as we feel. Sage.

  8. #8
    Join Date
    Jun 2005
    St. John's NL

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    Hi Sage

    Thanks for joining our forum. It is often very difficult for Dads to accept TS. The biggest obstacle is educating people close to you to be able to truly understand what is happening. The fact that TS is diagnosed based on behaviors is not understood by many. I am glad that you are able to accept and understand your son's symptoms. Having you as his advocate will be all he needs right now to cope.

    Have you contacted a representative from TSFC. When school starts in September you really should arrange an in service for his teachers as well his peers.

    As for the summer, the absence of demands makes a world of difference for our kids' quality of life. Recently some of the teens with TS have been communicating via the forum and making connections. Perhaps you can encourage your son to connect with other teens here to share thoughts and frustrations, just like we do as parents.

    please stay with us and let us know if you need anything.
    Janet, mom of 4

    TSFC Homepage

    "Intelligence is always increasing; accommodation allows your intelligence to do what it has always done." Cassie Green, Washington College

  9. #9
    Join Date
    Apr 2005
    Ottawa, Canada

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.


    One of the reactions we frequently see among family members in connection with a member of the family who is suspected of having or is diagnosed with Tourette is denial.

    Perhaps your therapist or physician, once you make contact with one who understands Tourette can of assistance in informing/educating your husband, provided he is willing to listen, to help him understand that sometimes it isn't just "bad habits or behavior", "stubbornness", or "drama".

    Denial manifests itself in a number of ways:

    "A member of my family couldn't possibly have something like this!"

    Could it be fear?:

    "I don't want this to be true so I refuse to let it be true."

    Or, could it be about power struggles?:

    "She thinks this is a problem and I hate/am angry with her so I'll refuse to accept this" .

    Friends support friends in time of need, and the same should apply to spousal and family relationships.

    Can a third party counselor or health professional help in a relationship where one partner unwilling or incapable of providing support?

    Would it be different if the situation were reversed or if the need for support was in connection with a medical issue like cancer or diabetes?

    Your goal needs to be to find a specialist with a professional interest in Tourette and tic disorders.

    Have you made contact with a local TSFC contact person in Nova Scotia?

    Can you locate a neurologist interested in Tourette?

    If you cannot find someone locally, you may have to consider traveling to another City for a diagnosis. Is that a possible option you might consider?

    Let us try to help you figure out a solution.

  10. #10

    Default Sometimes, medication isn't the answer.

    school used to be hard for me but try to educate your sons classes it makes it a lot easier and people just learn to ignore it and for my meds I started of with a milligram a day of risperdone then they upped my risperdone to 1 1/2 and they put me on 5 mills of paxil but then I went a little cukku and was in the hospital for a few weeks then my risperdone was upped to 2 mills a day and it has been helping I still take it though I had to go to a summer day program at Pierre Janet that is a mental hospital the best thing I can reccomend is therapy with a psychiatrist hmm sage is your child attached to home and you and has he had to miss and school cause of his touretts?

Similar Threads

  1. Tic medication?
    By _gurlwithTS_ in forum Diagnosis and Treatment of Tourette Syndrome
    Replies: 7
    Last Post: March 3, 2006, 03:04 PM
  2. Trying another medication
    By MJ in forum Parents
    Replies: 5
    Last Post: February 11, 2006, 07:31 PM
  3. Children, Depression, Medication and Suicide
    By Steve in forum Diagnosis and Treatment of Tourette Syndrome
    Replies: 0
    Last Post: January 9, 2006, 12:02 PM
  4. Medication Poll
    By Steve in forum Diagnosis and Treatment of Tourette Syndrome
    Replies: 7
    Last Post: September 16, 2005, 08:20 PM
  5. Grapefruit and Your Medication--Maybe a Problem
    By Steve in forum Diagnosis and Treatment of Tourette Syndrome
    Replies: 0
    Last Post: July 16, 2005, 08:25 PM


Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts